zydeco

the real problem with materialism, as far as i can see, is that it destroys friendship; and friendship is the bedrock of peace. the way marriage was toted as the microcosm of the state and, if so inclined, god and heaven.. the smaller interpersonal unit being the holographic, fractal of the larger society. so, an authoritarian, cruel state generally was filled with authoritarian, cruel families. we reflect, up and down but the down part is the generative part and the up part is always the narrow path and the slippery slope and the tightrope... we are raised by earth says the dalai lama and held down by heaven and so we are safely embraced.

i have been sad for so long, genuine, bubbly joy seems like exercise.