ultima ne plus

i don't know the difference between love and terror. i was taught to believe that everyone is in competition with everyone else, that there is no such thing as friendship, that allies are never to be fully trusted, the only thing that matters is winning, win and everyone will love you; lose and you will be lost.

question: do you remember the first person you killed?

diana: he was so beautiful. i could hardly stand to do it.

question: what was wrong with him? why did you have to kill him?

diana: he had offended someone with enough money to pay me to end his life.

question: you know, that makes you sound pretty horrible.

diana: worse than if a man said it?

question: yes, definitely.

diana: why?

question: i'm not sure.